He was the one, He will always be

What's love without pain ?
It's that love that fights to stay .
I couldn't hold on to him in the past,
Now I couldn't let go.
It changes people, this love
Even how many lives lost and gained , this love lives and grow
No matter where he lives , who he is
Love comes in an unexpected way
He looked me in the eye, never felt so bad
So bad that I left a guy who just wanted love and nothing more
He stayed behind to watch me cry but he couldn't do anything
He took my pain
But he still stayed to watch me grow
He loved me from the beginning
It was me who was wrong
You will never realize who was there when they are there
It's when they're gone , the emptiness fills your soul

Decision isn't in our hands..

He who prays, have experienced the awful moment of life that gears up his adrenaline to fight but failed
He who wishes someone or anyone could cuddle him and put him to sleep, have slept in pain emotionally and physically
Why won't you see the truth in their eyes even when their lips wouldn't want to confess
Why don't you try at all?
Come walk with me the path of life.
Life isn't just come and go, live and die, love and hate its something more than that , no one could simplify
People who comes has no warranty that they will be of all but leave you
No!
They come when it's told and go when their not needed.
It's time for you to stand and survive, it's either fight or flight
Get a meaning for yourself the taste of life
Why run away from problem when it exists as confidence booster
Show them whose boss
Lose or win that's to put the other side it's all about you try or you give up.
Don't waste what's precious over a short period of hedonistic needs

Come back ...

I need you here
I need you now and ever
I thought I could live another day or two without you
I really can't take it anymore, I really miss you inside out
Please come back, I'm never going to let you go after that
Ill give you the life sentence of jail in my heart
I'm so cursed to hell when you're not here with me
I feel utterly empty without love and affection
I don't want anything else, just you and only you, here , looking at me
I couldn't realize how important you were in my life before this but now I do
I don't know where am I going to end up if you ever leave me
If I've ever done anything to anger or sadden you I'm apologizing from my hearts core.
I couldn't imagine a life without you, I hope you feel the same way..

Take me by the hand

When I close my eyes, I hear your voice 

I always dream about you when I'm asleep

Our body might be far apart

But our hearts will always be together as one

I will wait until the day you make me yours

Your tender fingers tracing my gentle smile

There's nothing more beautiful compared to that moment

Every second seems like a century when you're away

Will this distance between you and me dissapear?

I didn't expect love can be this surprising since you take over my heart

Love from you is like gift from god, has its own good and bad

When you hold my hand close to your heart, I promise I'll never lose you

You are the one in the million

Even if you don't admit you love me, your eyes gives away how much I mean to you

Hugs and kisses from you are unforgettable memory thats burried deep in me

You don't need to hesitate to be close to me, hold me with rights

I like your spontaneous character, your innocent smile, and your trust towards me

When you cry, I will be there to embrace and wipe off your tears

Just promise me that you'll do the same

My fingers fit perfectly between your fingers, like we were made for each other

This Love will last forever, trust me

There's no love without pain and tears, but there's always a guaranteed future for us both

May family, nature and god bless us both

Her

Everything disappeared in a blink of an eye
I should have thought what was good and what was bad
My sanity got blurred by pleasure that lasted for second
You saw my mistakes 
Why don't you see yours?
I'm a human too, I have bad moments and I go insane at times
I don't hate you neither found a reason for me to love you
You are willing to let go of me just for a mistake I have done
Shows that you needed me for just a matter of days to get what you needed
I have only been your consideration all this while
Enough..that's enough
You are just like the skinny trees, waving to the direction of the wind
I just wanted you to know that you were something great that have happened to me
I hope that you'll forgive me for all my doings that went wrong
You've been a true friend and a great sister
Our memories together will always be here in my heart
Something that will never ever fade even after my soul leaves
A boy you hardly know can mean to you so much
What are you gonna make out of me?
You put in position that I feel tortured
I still couldn't brag bad things about you
I am hurt to the core, you're sacrificing me just for your peace
You will one face the same thing..
Being dumped and not protected by your loved one 
It's going to be hard to restore what you had before..
I'm regretting.. I'm sorry for all that I have done
Wish you all the best

I need you!

I will fight for you, darling
I don't care that I might lose my life
I still will stand up for you
No matter what happens to me
I love to see you happy
I will do anything for your charming smile to be on your lips forever
You are not just like other boys in my life
I don't know why or how you're just so special to me
I will be beside you forever
No matter what we face I will be there for you,darling
I want to see you safe and sound
See you success in everything you do
I need you
I am not expecting to lose you in my life
Because my life revolves around you
The day you lie on my lap, while I played with your hair
Sensation of it still lingers on my skin
When I'm busying myself with some other chores
I tend to have you playing in my mind while I day dream
I don't know why it happens but I love it so much..
I miss you so much
I will never want you to be another girl's possession
Just mine
Baby, I love yah so much <3

A Little Song for You

Dear rain,

Please don't stop pouring from the sky

You disappear after the sun rises like you never existed

My heart couldn't take the pain

I wanna hear the music you play

Without you i'm nothing to live for

You bring shadows to dance with life at night

I loved you like no other could

I wanted to be with you forever

Don't maintain the distance and kill the silence

It hurts to watch you out of reach

I wish dreams were true in reality

There's always a solution and happy endings

Dreams only comes between closed eyes and restless mind

When wide awake it feels so true but nothing ever happened

Go back from where you came

I rather be alone, then aching inside out

Watching you from far is more than enough

I will never want to see you close and feel your cold

Even how much I convince myself

My heart surrenders in front of you

Because of you

I found a reason to breathe

Forgot how hatred can hurt

and how people can easily become crazy over a person

I see the truth in your eyes

the pain in your words

Leave it to me...I'll take those

Just stay behind

Close your eyes and feel the rhythm of the rain,N