Miss you

I see shadows come to life through your eyes..
I wanna stare at it forever
There's no comparison between you and the stars
Why isn't our love like an act on stage?
Where there's a rewind, play and pause to those beautiful moments
Is this love fill with tears or fill with smiles?
Even you're not around
Why do I still feel your presence roaming?
I guess that's how much you've been part of my life
I'm longing to be held with love by you
But I'm still afraid to give away
Please don't move away because I couldn't imagine where would I be
Sometimes I wonder Why did I fall in love with you
I smile to myself not knowing the answer
You're the only relation close to my heart
The only person who can trigger my emotions just by a word
I love my life because you're in it
And I love my name because you say it almost every time
I never felt as lonely as this when you're not here
I want to walk with you, hand in hand
Along the wet sand that will leave footprints as a memory of our moments
I love silence between us that can never end
There's no suitable word that can describe you in my life
I may not get to hold your hand as often as I like
May not hug you at all
But I just wanna say..
Thank you for making my Life so special

Changes..

I love him like I never have loved before
I'm ready to give him the rights to have a place in my life
If I ever made you sad or hurt Im sincerely sorry
You made me realize that a heart can be fragile
Every word you say is deeply rooted into my soul
Darling is this feelings for real or just magic?
Can I have you in my embrace just for a second?
That's more than enough if my life ends there
Whenever you look at me
I tend to have butterfly in my stomach
Sometimes I talk to myself like you're beside me
My heart kept scolding me that Im crazy at those moments
Before I met you my life was a white paper
After your presence the paper was filled with poems,song and tons of colors
You make me bloom anew every single day
From now on I wish I could entwine my fingers with yours and hear your laughter
Let us get showered by the tears of the cloud
Even physically we aren't together my heart will always be your possesion
Can I have a rest on your shoulder?
I hope I will never have to see another person taking my rightful place..
If you are about to have a change in decision please do tell me so I can get my heart to listen in order to let you go..

A Story of a Boy

There's a boy..
Who came into my life and changed my lifestyle
He is just an ordinary boy with unique character and gifts
Its just a few months ago I've known him
But I have lived with the real him
A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart as soft as feathers...
He survived all the pain and loneliness all this while
But now he don't have to anymore
He can just leave his burden to me..it may ease his mind
He have always made people around him smile
Even they were his nemesis or someone who broke his trust
I know him like no one I've ever known
He is someone worth to wait for.. even how hurtful it is going to be
I'm never letting go about how I feel for him
Even if I do.. just remember what I have said..
You are the only person who have grown deep into my heart
I love the way he tells me that I look beautiful even though I disregard it
He teases me most of the time, I miss it when he isn't around
He is the only one who really looks and knows what's wrong with me
He fights and argues all the time but his love towards me has never decreased
Whenever he shares and plays with me I feel secure
I know I  don't say I love you very often
But I hope he understand that I have no confidence in myself yet
For a moment
I wish I could let my guard down and tell him everything I could
But time hasn't made up my story
I don't just see him as a boyfriend.. but a friend who have access to my life story

Thank you,God

It's so devastating that I cant feel your fingers in mine
I long to enjoy those lonely moments with you
Being alone and hurt is left behind when you are here for me
So..
Can I rightfully hold your hands?
Enjoy sitting under the rain with you?
Talk to you like it's been long since I've seen you every single day?
Hmm.. There's a lot to say and do
But time alone isn't enough for me to express what I want
I'll accept whatever you have to give to me
You matter to me a lot than myself
Who cares..
If you're childish, talkative, and playful ?
I love those special gifted things in you, It doesn't matter what they want..
Just don't stop being you and living for what you want the most
Humans takes everything serious in their life, same goes to me
But as far as you've been with me.. you gave a relieve to all those tension
Everyone would love to have a company that can soothe their mind and give them peace
Well, I guess I'm lucky enough to have someone such as you
Family can provide protection and love
Friends can give us company and fun moments
Best friends can give happiness and understandings
But I get almost all of them from a person, which is you..
You are someone worth living for in this life
All I can do is Thank God for introducing such person to me..
Thank you , God