Take me by the hand

When I close my eyes, I hear your voice 

I always dream about you when I'm asleep

Our body might be far apart

But our hearts will always be together as one

I will wait until the day you make me yours

Your tender fingers tracing my gentle smile

There's nothing more beautiful compared to that moment

Every second seems like a century when you're away

Will this distance between you and me dissapear?

I didn't expect love can be this surprising since you take over my heart

Love from you is like gift from god, has its own good and bad

When you hold my hand close to your heart, I promise I'll never lose you

You are the one in the million

Even if you don't admit you love me, your eyes gives away how much I mean to you

Hugs and kisses from you are unforgettable memory thats burried deep in me

You don't need to hesitate to be close to me, hold me with rights

I like your spontaneous character, your innocent smile, and your trust towards me

When you cry, I will be there to embrace and wipe off your tears

Just promise me that you'll do the same

My fingers fit perfectly between your fingers, like we were made for each other

This Love will last forever, trust me

There's no love without pain and tears, but there's always a guaranteed future for us both

May family, nature and god bless us both

Her

Everything disappeared in a blink of an eye
I should have thought what was good and what was bad
My sanity got blurred by pleasure that lasted for second
You saw my mistakes 
Why don't you see yours?
I'm a human too, I have bad moments and I go insane at times
I don't hate you neither found a reason for me to love you
You are willing to let go of me just for a mistake I have done
Shows that you needed me for just a matter of days to get what you needed
I have only been your consideration all this while
Enough..that's enough
You are just like the skinny trees, waving to the direction of the wind
I just wanted you to know that you were something great that have happened to me
I hope that you'll forgive me for all my doings that went wrong
You've been a true friend and a great sister
Our memories together will always be here in my heart
Something that will never ever fade even after my soul leaves
A boy you hardly know can mean to you so much
What are you gonna make out of me?
You put in position that I feel tortured
I still couldn't brag bad things about you
I am hurt to the core, you're sacrificing me just for your peace
You will one face the same thing..
Being dumped and not protected by your loved one 
It's going to be hard to restore what you had before..
I'm regretting.. I'm sorry for all that I have done
Wish you all the best

I need you!

I will fight for you, darling
I don't care that I might lose my life
I still will stand up for you
No matter what happens to me
I love to see you happy
I will do anything for your charming smile to be on your lips forever
You are not just like other boys in my life
I don't know why or how you're just so special to me
I will be beside you forever
No matter what we face I will be there for you,darling
I want to see you safe and sound
See you success in everything you do
I need you
I am not expecting to lose you in my life
Because my life revolves around you
The day you lie on my lap, while I played with your hair
Sensation of it still lingers on my skin
When I'm busying myself with some other chores
I tend to have you playing in my mind while I day dream
I don't know why it happens but I love it so much..
I miss you so much
I will never want you to be another girl's possession
Just mine
Baby, I love yah so much <3

A Little Song for You

Dear rain,

Please don't stop pouring from the sky

You disappear after the sun rises like you never existed

My heart couldn't take the pain

I wanna hear the music you play

Without you i'm nothing to live for

You bring shadows to dance with life at night

I loved you like no other could

I wanted to be with you forever

Don't maintain the distance and kill the silence

It hurts to watch you out of reach

I wish dreams were true in reality

There's always a solution and happy endings

Dreams only comes between closed eyes and restless mind

When wide awake it feels so true but nothing ever happened

Go back from where you came

I rather be alone, then aching inside out

Watching you from far is more than enough

I will never want to see you close and feel your cold

Even how much I convince myself

My heart surrenders in front of you

Because of you

I found a reason to breathe

Forgot how hatred can hurt

and how people can easily become crazy over a person

I see the truth in your eyes

the pain in your words

Leave it to me...I'll take those

Just stay behind

Close your eyes and feel the rhythm of the rain,N

Pieces from Life

You and I aren't different

Even if we come from another dimension

Is meeting you a coincidence or as god's plan

I was in love before

You made me fall in love all over again for you

You make me feel all-day-sunny like summer in the snow

You're my sweater on all starry cold nights

I want you to be the owner of my jasmine fragrance in my hair

and the silver ring on my finger

His smile and hazel eyes are so warm

I couldn't resist

I want them so badly to be mine and only mine

It's funny how he drags the time and hesitate

like a small kid to hold my hand

I love the way he holds my face in his palms

forcing me to look him in the eye

Hey Darling,

You make me feel brand new

I will never allow anyone to have you

Just to say thank you, for giving my smile back

Let these memories of you be a tattoo under my visible skin

I could just live with the taste of you in my life

Being Someone..

Being part of your life is a gift from heaven
You made me feel beautiful and pure as diamond
I'm blessed to be someone along your journey of life
I want to show you how deep my love can go
But time does not give me the chance to prove it
I feel electrical current flowing through me when your skin touches mine
Is this a dream or reality?
I wish to collect and shower you with stars on the sky
But I don't want to end all my love in one day
I would like to deliver one star a day with a surprise
Would you accept it?
The days you walked away was my dark days
I didn't know someone could love another so much
Everything I do you're in it, couldn't stop crying off my hatred towards myself
No one is made for each other in this life
We argue and fight like dogs and cat
That's what made us close and understand each other
Words in the largest dictionary isn't enough to  describe you
You just mean so much to me
Without you beating of my heart will have no reason to continue
People use to say be with someone who can make you smile and cry
You never cried for me but you have been there with me when I cry
That's more than enough for me, thank you
I wanna dance out all my feeling
Will you be my partner and hold me close to your heart?

Miss you

I see shadows come to life through your eyes..
I wanna stare at it forever
There's no comparison between you and the stars
Why isn't our love like an act on stage?
Where there's a rewind, play and pause to those beautiful moments
Is this love fill with tears or fill with smiles?
Even you're not around
Why do I still feel your presence roaming?
I guess that's how much you've been part of my life
I'm longing to be held with love by you
But I'm still afraid to give away
Please don't move away because I couldn't imagine where would I be
Sometimes I wonder Why did I fall in love with you
I smile to myself not knowing the answer
You're the only relation close to my heart
The only person who can trigger my emotions just by a word
I love my life because you're in it
And I love my name because you say it almost every time
I never felt as lonely as this when you're not here
I want to walk with you, hand in hand
Along the wet sand that will leave footprints as a memory of our moments
I love silence between us that can never end
There's no suitable word that can describe you in my life
I may not get to hold your hand as often as I like
May not hug you at all
But I just wanna say..
Thank you for making my Life so special

Changes..

I love him like I never have loved before
I'm ready to give him the rights to have a place in my life
If I ever made you sad or hurt Im sincerely sorry
You made me realize that a heart can be fragile
Every word you say is deeply rooted into my soul
Darling is this feelings for real or just magic?
Can I have you in my embrace just for a second?
That's more than enough if my life ends there
Whenever you look at me
I tend to have butterfly in my stomach
Sometimes I talk to myself like you're beside me
My heart kept scolding me that Im crazy at those moments
Before I met you my life was a white paper
After your presence the paper was filled with poems,song and tons of colors
You make me bloom anew every single day
From now on I wish I could entwine my fingers with yours and hear your laughter
Let us get showered by the tears of the cloud
Even physically we aren't together my heart will always be your possesion
Can I have a rest on your shoulder?
I hope I will never have to see another person taking my rightful place..
If you are about to have a change in decision please do tell me so I can get my heart to listen in order to let you go..

A Story of a Boy

There's a boy..
Who came into my life and changed my lifestyle
He is just an ordinary boy with unique character and gifts
Its just a few months ago I've known him
But I have lived with the real him
A boy so caring and gentle, with a heart as soft as feathers...
He survived all the pain and loneliness all this while
But now he don't have to anymore
He can just leave his burden to me..it may ease his mind
He have always made people around him smile
Even they were his nemesis or someone who broke his trust
I know him like no one I've ever known
He is someone worth to wait for.. even how hurtful it is going to be
I'm never letting go about how I feel for him
Even if I do.. just remember what I have said..
You are the only person who have grown deep into my heart
I love the way he tells me that I look beautiful even though I disregard it
He teases me most of the time, I miss it when he isn't around
He is the only one who really looks and knows what's wrong with me
He fights and argues all the time but his love towards me has never decreased
Whenever he shares and plays with me I feel secure
I know I  don't say I love you very often
But I hope he understand that I have no confidence in myself yet
For a moment
I wish I could let my guard down and tell him everything I could
But time hasn't made up my story
I don't just see him as a boyfriend.. but a friend who have access to my life story

Thank you,God

It's so devastating that I cant feel your fingers in mine
I long to enjoy those lonely moments with you
Being alone and hurt is left behind when you are here for me
So..
Can I rightfully hold your hands?
Enjoy sitting under the rain with you?
Talk to you like it's been long since I've seen you every single day?
Hmm.. There's a lot to say and do
But time alone isn't enough for me to express what I want
I'll accept whatever you have to give to me
You matter to me a lot than myself
Who cares..
If you're childish, talkative, and playful ?
I love those special gifted things in you, It doesn't matter what they want..
Just don't stop being you and living for what you want the most
Humans takes everything serious in their life, same goes to me
But as far as you've been with me.. you gave a relieve to all those tension
Everyone would love to have a company that can soothe their mind and give them peace
Well, I guess I'm lucky enough to have someone such as you
Family can provide protection and love
Friends can give us company and fun moments
Best friends can give happiness and understandings
But I get almost all of them from a person, which is you..
You are someone worth living for in this life
All I can do is Thank God for introducing such person to me..
Thank you , God

Is this Love towards you?

What have I done?

Why did I get attached to you?

I should have known the consequences of doing such

But why did I choose you when I have many choices of having peace life in front of me

Is it true that  we are destined together

NO! It shouldn't be that way!

I don't deserve such nice person who dare to care for anyone

You are brave to face anything ..

But me.. I'm still afraid of this pathetic life of mine

I wish I could just turn and run away when you confront me

Knowing that you will never be there to make me smile

I have learnt my lesson, I'm not gonna repeat it again

You shouldn't lean on me for support

Because.. I have lost my way

I'm trying to find myself through your eyes and ways

What am I to do if you find out all of the fake truth?

It's difficult to always keep on my mask and act

When the real inner me wants somebody to notice

I just want someone who accept me for who I am

So that I could set my soul free of abuse

I just wanna let you walk away without guilt of my stupidity

But you didn' t wanna leave

At the peak of our story there will be a finger pointing at me

Saying that he regrets the times with me

Imagination such as that breaks the heart till the core

Wish there was a glue to stick it back together

Teenage is driven crazy towards love

Sweet talk and flirts are just the symptoms of it

Am I to trust it or just brush this pointless view away?

Angel's eyes

I would love to own a person with natural magic

He who just lights my world with just a stare and a smile

The second your eyes found mine

I realize that God have answered my prayer and gave me a sign

I  couldn't sense what's going on in your mind

But I swear I have never seen your kind

I respect you for being yourself

I wish there was a history of you on the bookshelf

Don't try to leave me even for a dare

Even if you do I will never despair

Seeking your soul where the crowd hold

For the truth that never have been told

The way you treat me around your friends makes me inarticulate

It never fail to create an emotion conflate

You made me laugh, you made me shy

Your love is something worth to cry

I will never question your love being true or not

Your love is my food of thoughts

There are tons of stuffs my heart wants to say

Darling, I love you and there's no other way

The little moments that I spent with you

I will cherish my whole life and believe me it is true
It all started out with a close friendship and ended up with hate

Within a snap of two finger, we fell in love and recreated fate

This isn't a crush,habit nor lust

Its a bond of trust that will recover my past..

My Agony

I'm solid as flesh can be

My feeling for you are rooted deep into the ground

Even the future wouldn't give us the permission to live together ...

I'll be waiting

You told me to trust you and love you..

I did and I still am, I never regret it even once..

You showed me how to love and made me feel loved

I will treasure it till I die

But why does this pain and silence in me doesn't fade..?

It hurts when I couldn't be there when you need me...

I wanted to tell you` everything I could

But.. Something is stopping me from saying it..

Why am I afraid to be around you sometimes?

Life goes on in a Crazy Path

Everyone asked me to keep my head up and face it with a strong heart

The thing is.. How is that so?

Sometimes I feel like letting go the rope I held..

I hope someone would take my hand and say don't give up now

Please forgive me for what I've done

I'm holding tight to your heart.. please don't run away..

I'm done with fake smiles and  happiness

I can't act anymore, I feel empty

I looked at him, with sorrow dwelling inside

He sensed my hurt and tried to help

But I'm just not ready to surrender to you..

My Diary..

Dear Diary,

Will this relationship lasts till the end of our fortune ?

Or

Will death bring us apart?

I'm not willing to let him go no matter what happen

Why did my heart insist on loving you 

after numerous people said that this wont be long?

I have never experience this weird feeling 

Mixture of abandon, sorrow, humor, and laughter..

I who never wake from bad or good dreams

After falling for you I'm going through many sleepless nights

I tried to put down your picture and get some sleep

But it's hard to fight the desire of being with you

Everything I do reminds me of you

I tend to think about you more than myself

Why is that dear Diary?

Why is love so different depending where I am?

With my Charming, love felt Sweet like sugar

When I'm far away, Love is Suffocating and Suffering..

You're the song I mumble on the way to a destination

Ill take a step back without looking at the edge of the skyscraper 

If you say I'm gonna be safe when I reach the ground

Are you willing to be with me darling? 

Cause If you wanna leave sooner or later do it now

Because I don't know if I could Withstand the pain after its too late...

Love Satisfies

Should I be happy that I love you Or should I be sad because that's all I could give?
When we first met, I didn't know you would be so important to me
I miss you being by my side
I've drew my heart on your hand so it could remind you of me
I'm hurt to watch you loving me like no other
I didn't forgive you because I was weak
I forgave because I know you wouldn't repeat it again
Love while you can before it's too late for that person to realize
There are no beauty without make up
There will never be love without pain
When love is great, you'll feel like you're on top of the world
When love is gone, you'll feel buried deep down the earth where no one could find you
Will your love and care fade off like worn out crayon colors?
The admiration I saw within your eyes was pure the day we met
It now turned out to be something that was never known for centuries
I wish my dark days would return.. where the time I believed love was crap and nothing more than the white sand on the beach
Where is my black beauty, that stole my heart in a split of a second?
There are thousand running through my head that I couldn't express
Words you say.. have been my inspiration
Bring me with you when you walk in the rain
Happiness or Sorrow will you share it with me?
I promise I wouldn't let you to face it alone..

Hidden Happiness..

I have happiness that I enjoy even when you're far away

The times I look at you when you're not aware of it

The smiles that I stole from you

The beautiful mornings that I walked alone thinking about you

The moment you get excited when you talk to me

Every minute is my history in life

Sad or Happy I know I will be alive

The way you speak, look, smell and think

I wish I could make it mine

They are something that should keep throughout my journey

Why do make me go crazy?

Every minute and every second its like I'm possessed by someone

I don't feel myself anymore since I'm here to stay with you

One touch of your finger on me..

Makes me fall for you all over again

I tried to avoid it but I don't dare because I love the feeling of it

I was so self-conscious and arrogant

You made me feel for others and become more empathy

I use to speak quietly in my mind

You have break in to shatter my silence

You have created havoc and war in my dreams

Even though it sounds silly I want this moment to last forever..

Only Yours...

The way you look at me
Never once fail to give me adrenaline through my nerves
First of all I wanted to get away
But now I can't seem to walk away
I was alone open to be wounded by rumors
Now I feel protected and free to be who I really am
With you by my side I can reach the night sky and grab the moon
When I'm down you always knew what to do or say
That made me feel better in every way
As long as you're here with me
I trust that I'll have my pieces of smile attached
I've tried to run as far as I could
But wherever I run you'll always be there to stop me
I don't know whether I should shatter like glass or be of joy
Though I was never your Juliet, You have always been my Romeo
Only with you I have heaven on Earth
No words can express how I feel about you
I am afraid to admit it when you're looking at me
So all I can say is Be Mine

I don't care what people say I still love you..

There's a rose in my garden of memories

That grows because of you,

Whenever my heart wanders there

Then that rose blooms anew,

Sure, and may there be a road before you and it bordered with roses

The likes of which have never been smelt or seen before

For the warm and fine color and the great sweetness that is on them..

In my Heart..

You don't have to be perfect to belong,

You don't have to know all the answers or always know the right thing to say,

You can climb the highest mountain if you want,

Quitely imagine that you might bring me somewhere with you someday,

You can take chances or take safety nets, make miracles or make mistakes,

You don't have to be composed at all hours to be strong here,

You don't have to be bold or certain to be brave,

You don't have to have all the answers here,

Or even know who you want to be ..

Just take my hand And rest your heart and stay awhile with me

This is my Brand new Love life

And remember baby.. I will Always Love You  

Something about you..

Let's just say he was the best part of me

I felt beautiful because of him

I had hope of living because of him

I wanted to go on with my vain because he was here

I lost my heart to you

No matter what you do with it I can never have it back

I felt a tingle of heat whenever I think about you

The weird way of speaking

Funny way of approach

Everything about you is different and special

People may speak thousands of you

Your lips can't lie for who you are

I love the way you spin your book on your finger

the way you get mad at yourself

You are an irreplaceable relation to me

I love you and I ain't afraid to say it

I will never Forget you ..

I don't wanna take another step in front

Because I know you will never be there for me if I tripped,

I never want to move on with my life

Your touch, your smile, and your eyes are still burning fresh in my mind,

I wanna fall back into your trap

the time you use to tell me how pretty I look everyday even it was a lie,

I love the way you use to hold my hand

Warm, Love and Care indulge in it that makes nothing in comparison,

I wanna turn the clock back in the moment you said 'I'm love you'

The beautiful moment in the garden where you voice out your feeling,

I wanna feel your fingers on my cheek

Soft and unique that makes me feel myself,

Look at me and say what you see..

Gimme a smile that remains as a memory in the deep abyss..

I will walk alone under the shadow with our experiences together..

Your gentleness, forgiveness and love will always be my guide through the darkness..

No One !

Do you remember the time you used to put your hand on my head?
I miss those moment where our skin came in contact
I love those warm vibes of care and love,
I wonder how you do it?
With a glance my hurtful mind and heart tend to mend all over again,
If there were two options lay infront of me..
First, a happy life with a person who would never even hurt you once...
Second, a average life with a person who hurts and wipes your tear stained face..
I would go for the second option,
Why?
Because without hurt.. they will be no understanding and love..
And I know he wont be there to to watch me cry all by myself,
He will be there to make me smile before my tears get dry..
I don't have reasons why I love him?
But I just love him for his simplicity and Him being who he is,
You made me fight through all my pains,
You made me start all over again,
You tutored me to learn thing I have yet gained ,
And I believe That nothing can move my heart from where it is now..
I Love You and There will be No one Stealing that away from me !

Look at me !

Can't you see the tears  in my eyes ?

Why are you making me cry? 

I feel so hurt by the words you say

I think it's better you take a knife and push it through my heart,

I tried to help you but you didn't accept it 

But you are telling me stories that make me regret leaving you,

Don't you realize I don't love you anymore

How do you want me to be with you when I don't love you?

That's like a puppet without a owner

Only the owner knows how to make the puppet move with life

You are someone who just wanna keep it for showcase,

I tried not to break down but you are tearing me into pieces

I cannot take it anymore,

I should learn how to stand up for myself

But there goes again.. You make me fall like I was on the 20th floor,

Threatening me that my current love will not last long

Even if it does or not I will be by his side to comfort him not like what have you done..