25 Mar 2012

My Diary..



Dear Diary,
Will this relationship lasts till the end of our fortune ?
Or
Will death bring us apart?
I'm not willing to let him go no matter what happen
Why did my heart insist on loving you 
after numerous people said that this wont be long?
I have never experience this weird feeling 
Mixture of abandon, sorrow, humor, and laughter..
I who never wake from bad or good dreams
After falling for you I'm going through many sleepless nights
I tried to put down your picture and get some sleep
But it's hard to fight the desire of being with you
Everything I do reminds me of you
I tend to think about you more than myself
Why is that dear Diary?
Why is love so different depending where I am?
With my Charming, love felt Sweet like sugar
When I'm far away, Love is Suffocating and Suffering..
You're the song I mumble on the way to a destination
Ill take a step back without looking at the edge of the skyscraper 
If you say I'm gonna be safe when I reach the ground
Are you willing to be with me darling? 
Cause If you wanna leave sooner or later do it now
Because I don't know if I could Withstand the pain after its too late...