27 Mar 2012

My Agony




I'm solid as flesh can be
My feeling for you are rooted deep into the ground
Even the future wouldn't give us the permission to live together ...
I'll be waiting
You told me to trust you and love you..
I did and I still am, I never regret it even once..
You showed me how to love and made me feel loved
I will treasure it till I die
But why does this pain and silence in me doesn't fade..?
It hurts when I couldn't be there when you need me...
I wanted to tell you` everything I could
But.. Something is stopping me from saying it..
Why am I afraid to be around you sometimes?
Life goes on in a Crazy Path
Everyone asked me to keep my head up and face it with a strong heart
The thing is.. How is that so?
Sometimes I feel like letting go the rope I held..
I hope someone would take my hand and say don't give up now
Please forgive me for what I've done
I'm holding tight to your heart.. please don't run away..
I'm done with fake smiles and  happiness
I can't act anymore, I feel empty
I looked at him, with sorrow dwelling inside
He sensed my hurt and tried to help
But I'm just not ready to surrender to you..