31 Mar 2012

Is this Love towards you?

What have I done?
Why did I get attached to you?
I should have known the consequences of doing such
But why did I choose you when I have many choices of having peace life in front of me
Is it true that  we are destined together
NO! It shouldn't be that way!
I don't deserve such nice person who dare to care for anyone
You are brave to face anything ..
But me.. I'm still afraid of this pathetic life of mine
I wish I could just turn and run away when you confront me
Knowing that you will never be there to make me smile
I have learnt my lesson, I'm not gonna repeat it again
You shouldn't lean on me for support
Because.. I have lost my way
I'm trying to find myself through your eyes and ways
What am I to do if you find out all of the fake truth?
It's difficult to always keep on my mask and act
When the real inner me wants somebody to notice
I just want someone who accept me for who I am
So that I could set my soul free of abuse
I just wanna let you walk away without guilt of my stupidity
But you didn' t wanna leave
At the peak of our story there will be a finger pointing at me
Saying that he regrets the times with me
Imagination such as that breaks the heart till the core
Wish there was a glue to stick it back together
Teenage is driven crazy towards love
Sweet talk and flirts are just the symptoms of it
Am I to trust it or just brush this pointless view away?